Tired
-----
Lyrics written by Ingvild Winther Nylehn Portaasen.
My arms are heavy,
my heart is dark,
my mind is a black sea of hurt,
my thoughts are scattered in millions of pieces,
I can't hold a word,
I can't speak.
My body grows old and tired within minutes,
my throat is dry but I can't get up an find something to drink,
my fingers move on their own accord,
my eyes burns with dryness,
my stomach rebels and needs food.
I'm so tired,
I want to lay down and sleep forever,
just disappear into those little deaths I loathe,
close my eyes and see ghosts,
just to wake up tomorrow,
and do it all over again.